Tuesday, March 20, 2012
trust.
Saturday, January 28, 2012
"Who am I ... and what is my people?"
Privileged.
Those have to be the two words that I use most often when I talk about a trip to Ethiopia.
I often find myself wondering why God has chosen to include me in the work He is doing in Ethiopia. It is very humbling to stand shoulder to shoulder with the ministry leaders we have partnered with in Ethiopia...amazingly gifted servants who are truly giving their lives to show impoverished children the love of Jesus Christ. Sometimes I feel like a "spiritual midget" when I hear their stories and see their faith (despite often difficult circumstances!)
I also find myself feeling so very, very privileged.....to go, to serve, to deliver donations, to put shoes on those little feet, to hug those sweet children, to encourage those beautiful women, to pray over those street children, to share Jesus all along the way.
In the course of my reading this week, I came across a passage that has grown to mean so much to me.
Its at the end of 1 Chronicles. When the people had brought their offerings for the soon-to-be-built temple. David begins to pray....and its the prayer of my heart when I think about offering myself to serve in Ethiopia.
1 Chronicles 29:14
When I think about how the Lord has so graciously allowed me to play THIS role in His Kingdom. to meet THESE people. to serve THESE children.....I ask myself that question "Who am I?" And when I see my daughter and my brother and my friends...I ask myself that question "and what is my people?"....that we could offer to the Lord what has come from Him.
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
Onesimus

We had the privilege of meeting these boys on their first day at Onesimus Child Development Center. The name Onesimus comes from the book of Philemon. Onesimus was an escaped slave that came to know Christ and in Philemon 11 it says "formerly he was useless to you, but now he is indeed useful." You can read more about Onesimus CDA here. One of the ministries Onesimus has is a drop-in center to street children in Addis Ababa (the capital of Ethiopia). There are an estimated 100,000 street children in Addis. Many of them are children who have either escaped slavery (eg. the textile mills) or escaped horrible home situations. They survive on the streets. Society does not see them as useful. Onesimus does.
This photo moves me. To see the different postures. To wonder what paths brought them here. To want a rescue for ALL of them....every. single. one.
"...that you might have him (Onesimus) back forever,no longer as a slave but more than a slave,as a beloved brother -especially to me, but how much more to you,both in the flesh and in the Lord."Philemon 15-16
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
....Ethiopia....
I am excited (and a little frazzled!!) to be packing for another trip to Ethiopia! Erica and I (and 17 others) leave on Friday morning, with Hope for His Children. Chad and the boys will be staying back this time to handle things on the homefront.
Friday, December 30, 2011
My voice.
"O for a thousand tongues to singMy great Redeemer's praise,The glories of my God and King,The triumph of His grace!My gracious Master and my God,Assist me to proclaim,To spread through all the earth abroadThe honors of Thy name."
Sunday, August 28, 2011
Sometimes I wonder...
But I know that is not how God intended it.
He did not choose me for those moments, He chose me for these. I entered motherhood through a different door, and I get a different kind of stretch marks.
I believe that this is how He has loved us and I do not pretend to know why. But I know that He who did not spare His own Son will also graciously give us all things we need, and so I cling to believing this is for good.
I believe that He held her all the years that I didn’t. I believe that He stood beside her in the line for porridge that the UN workers passed out, and I believe that He clasped her hand as she made the long journey from Arua to Masaka without her first momma, and I believe that she leaned her head into His shoulder as she fell asleep on hard dirt floor...
I love that! What a fresh reminder of God's love and care for each of us.
Sunday, August 14, 2011
Surely you have heard???
about the famine? about the horn of Africa? about Somalia, Ethiopia, and more? about the children dying of starvation?
Saturday, July 02, 2011
Happy July 2nd!
Monday, February 14, 2011
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Ethiopia - post #1 - "The Team"

One of my prayers from the very beginning, was that GOD would "assemble" our team....and He did just that! 23 people. ages 2 to 63 years old. from Indiana, Illinois, and Oregon. 12 female. 11 male. 1 VERY afraid to fly! :)
When people ask me about my "highlights" of the trip, my first one starts way before we boarded our first plane! In the months leading up to the trip we served a meal to the homeless, we studied the book Radical and we packed over 1,400 pounds of donations into plastic tubs. I love the fact that this team started to become a "team" before the trip even began!
When we met up in Amsterdam with the 2 Oregon members, and our team was all together for the first time, I stood in amazement at what God had done....and as the week progressed I was so thankful for all the different personalities and gifts that God had pulled together. This team was amazing.
At the risk of sounding like a "proud parent", here are some of the things I appreciated so much about this group of very special people:
- they were bold enough to go.
- they were flexible....an absolute MUST in Africa!
- they did not complain (well, at least within my earshot!!)
- they were fun. even those 4 men who were affectionately known as the dough-boys!
- they laughed. HARD.
- they cried. OFTEN.
- they showed gratefulness to the Ethiopians who try so hard to please.
- they showed all sorts of kindness to our friends Peter, Elizabeth, and Ephrem.
- they loved the children. OH HOW THEY LOVED THOSE CHILDREN WELL!!!
- they love Jesus. and they showed Jesus.
Sunday, February 06, 2011
Tuesday, February 01, 2011
"Quarterly" Update ???!!!
I want to just jump right in and start posting about our trip to Ethiopia....but that seems weird, since my last post was OCTOBER!?!?
So, catching up....
In NOVEMBER, Chad had a HUGE career change. Enter: Timmons Feed and Farm Supply, Inc. We believe that this business opportunity is a gift straight from the hands of God....and we will be careful to give Him all the glory as it grows to its full potential!! :)

In DECEMBER, my father....Howard Leedy.....passed away after a long struggle with Parkinson's. How do you post about that? I will just say that I am PRIVILEGED to have had THIS man for a dad!!! the life lessons he taught by example...the lives he impacted...the joy he brought.... most people could live 175 years and not live half the life my dad did. I am proud. I am blessed. and I miss him.

In JANUARY.....Ethiopia.

And that is where I will start to pick up the story....soon. :)
Tuesday, October 05, 2010
Break Me Down
But, I am back. And maybe I will even update with some pictures soon! :)
For today, I wanted to share something that Erica asked me to read. It was written by Mike Donehey, the lead singer for Tenth Avenue North (currently her favorite group).
And, in case you wonder what Mike Donehey looks like....here is a photo of him "up close and personal." We were at a Tenth Avenue North concert a couple of weeks ago and God was so very, very, VERY kind to bless my daughter by directing Mike to walk back through the audience, climb up a post, work his way along the catwalk we were standing on....AND STOP DIRECTLY IN FRONT OF ERICA!! :) How fun is God??!!!
This is Mike...
And here are Erica and her friends (Madi and Genny) watching in complete amazement....
OK.
Here's Mike....
Come, let us return to the LORD.
He has torn us to pieces
but he will heal us;
he has injured us
but he will bind up our wounds.”
-Hosea 6:1
Excuse me, what?!!
Who has torn us?
Who has injured us?
The Lord?!!!
Wait a second there Hosea, didn’t you mean to say Satan has torn us?
Or maybe bad people?
You sure that’s not a typo or something?
Personally, I think one of the most difficult things I’ve ever had to reconcile in my head
and my heart is this idea that a loving, merciful, compassionate God
would hurt me.
And not on accident either, but purposefully and willfully.
God will unapologetically tear me into pieces so that He can heal me.
And you.
Strange huh?
And I suppose it isn’t so terribly surprising coming from a prophet who was made
to marry a harlot. If anyone would know something about being hurt by the
Lord it would be him right?
I don’t know if you know the story, but
I mean, just put yourself in his place for a second.
There you are. The man. The dude. You’re the prophet over all of Israel, and
you’ve been keeping yourself pure, praying every day for the woman that God will
give to you and then He finally speaks, but its not at all what you were hoping for.
God: “Hosea.”
Hosea: “Yeah Lord?”
God: “It’s time.”
Hosea: “Ahhhh Yeaaahhh! That’s what I was hoping you were gonna say.
Time for a wife right Lord?”
God: “Yes Hosea, it’s time for a wife.”
Hosea: “Ooohh, I can’t wait!!! Just tell me though God, is she hot and holy?
Cuz you know, I’ve been keeping myself pure, and I just know you’re gonna
reward me with a wife that’s hot and holy. That’s all I’m asking for because,
hey, that’s what I deserve right?”
God: “Well, not exactly. I don’t think she’s quite what you had in mind.”
Hosea: “Wait, what? .....Oh… I see! She’s even hotter and holier than I thought!
Oh yeah Lord, I know how you work!
God: “Well, no.”
Hosea: “What you mean, no?”
God: “Hosea, I don’t know how to tell you this, well, of course I know how to tell you this,
I’m God, it’s just, well….she’s a prostitute.”
Hosea: “prosti-what?”
God: “Prostitute. Whore. Lady of the Night.”
Hosea: No, no, I know what it is, but a PROSTITUTE!!!
God: Yeah, I know that’s not what you were planning, but its what I was planning, so you’re
gonna marry her.
Hosea: “I’m gonna do what?”
God: “you’re gonna marry her, but then of course, she’ll cheat on you, and sell herself
so you’ll have to go buy her back.”
Hosea: “Go what?”
“Yeah, you’re going to forgive her and buy her back and when she cheats on you again
and has children with other lovers you’re going to love them and take her back again.”
Hosea: “Come again?”
God: “you’re going to love her kids and take her back.”
Long awkward silence
Hosea: “What’s her name?”
God: “Gomer.”
Hosea: “Oh Come on!!!”
Now I apologize if you’re name is Gomer, but you do have to admit,
it’s a rather unfortunate name, and an even more unfortunate situation.
But the Bible records that it did happen.
Maybe not exactly like that, but God did tell Hosea to marry an adulterous wife.
And the reason that the Lord supplies in Hosea 3
Is that their marriage was to show us how he loves his people.
He loves his people like an adulterous wife.
And the story is so insanely beautiful when you see it from that angle,
but when you look at it from Hosea’s angle it’s just plain crazy.
Think about what you’d say if your pastor got up in front of the congregation and
announced that he was about to marry a whore. What would your response be?
Now, I’m not suggesting that every one go out and marry someone from the local
street corner, but I am saying that it is evident that God will do whatever He has to do
to bring you to a place where all you want is Him.
He’ll break you, He’ll hurt you, He’ll ruin your plans, and He’ll tear you into pieces,
and He’ll do it all out of a perfect holy love.
And look, I know that sounds crazy, but think about it for a moment.
A lot of people want to use God to give them something other than Himself.
If we’re honest, we’ll admit that we all do it on some level.
For instance, we don’t have sex until we’re married, because then God owes us a virgin.
We give 10% of our income to a church, because then God owes us prosperity and wealth.
We pray and pray and pray, and then God owes it to us to answer and give us what we want.
And in all those cases, Jesus is no longer the end, but simply a means to something else.
You’ve got to see that in Hosea’s case, or perhaps in the case
of that one friend of yours who thinks marriage is the goal of their existence.
Don’t laugh. It might be you.
But if you think about it, It would actually be unloving of God to go
and make our marriage perfect and make that person fulfill our every hope and dream.
Why?
Because that person will die.
That marriage will end, and if your whole life and existence and joy depends on another
human being, you will inevitably be in for heartache.
Just read the Twilight series (it’s true. I’ve read it, though I’m not proud of it)
and see how the heroine Bella, how her entire life falls apart when her vampire
lover leaves her. Put simply, If our joy rests entirely upon human love or
vampire love, or any other kind of earthly love for that matter,
then one day, our joy will be destroyed.
Is this making sense?
Of course, marriage is just one example.
Money. Security. Fame. Obedience. Sex. Drugs. Worship Music.
If our hope is set in anything but the living person of Christ, then we’re just setting ourselves
up for failure. And so God, in his infinite and everlasting love, will do whatever He has to do
to break, bend and conform his people’s hearts to Him.
He will no longer be the means to some other end, but the end Himself.
Like a surgeon who has to cut you open,
so God must tear us apart to create in us a new heart.
A heart that is obsessed with Him alone.
But unlike a doctor, He doesn’t just use a knife. He uses the most bizarre people,
circumstances, and tragedies to change our hearts until they only treasure Him.
He will break us down.
And it will be painful, scary, and altogether beautiful.
Friends, if the Lord is tearing down your world today,
if all the walls on your so carefully constructed plans are caving in on themselves,
then ask Him in faith, God, are you my treasure?
And if you find the answer is no, then ask Him to bring it on.
Break out the scalpel. Tear down the walls. Let loose the storms.
Ask Him to do whatever He has to do, until you can proclaim with the psalmist,
“Whom have in heaven but you,
and earth has nothing I desire besides you.”
(Psalm 73)
All this world is fading away anyway right?
Then take heart.
This life is not about succeeding.
It’s not about changing the world.
It’s not about living with purpose, or leaving a legacy
or making the maximum impact with your life.
It’s actually not even about living your life for God.
Did you hear me?
Don’t live your life for God.
Live your life because God.
Because He has loved us, redeemed us, and because He is all that our hearts are longing for.
It’s no longer about what you do with your life at all, because He is your life.
May He do whatever it takes to open our eyes to see that.
He is the means and He is the end. And everything in between is from his hand.
It can be terrifying at times, I know, but its worth it.
Believe me, and I guess more importantly believe Him.
It’s worth it.
“I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing
with the glory that will be revealed in us.”
-Romans 8:18
““Come, let us return to the LORD.
He has torn us to pieces
but he will heal us;
he has injured us
but he will bind up our wounds.
2 After two days he will revive us;
on the third day he will restore us,
that we may live in his presence.
3 Let us acknowledge the LORD;
let us press on to acknowledge him.
As surely as the sun rises,
he will appear;
he will come to us like the winter rains,
like the spring rains that water the earth.”
-Hosea 6:1-3
Friday, July 02, 2010
"....his name is Dereje...."
..."he is thirteen months old...."
..."he weighs about 14 pounds..."
The first week of July is a memorable week for the Timmons family.
Specifically, JULY 2nd.
In the last 4 years two events have happened on July 2nd that have turned our family upside down....in a VERY good way.
4 years ago on this day we arrived at Hannah's Hope Orphanage in Guatemala City, Guatemala to gather our third child into our arms forever. In adoption lingo it's called "Gotcha Day".....but anyone who has experienced one will tell you that title is vastly inadequate!!
And then 3 years later. Last year. 2009. JULY 2nd.....
We received a phone call that simultaneously thrilled, excited, scared, baffled, shocked and amazed us.
I have never described the details of that day on this blog. But it is a day I will never forget....a day that I pray will bring glory to God for what it did to our family. For the path that led up to it. For the step of faith required after it. And certainly for the miracle it ushered into our family.
Our caseworker from All God's Children called. It was early in the afternoon and I was shopping at Walmart. ((Because where else would you NOT want to be when you get a phone call like that?!?!))
The first sentence out of her mouth was "I have a little boy in Ethiopia that I would like to talk you about." The next few minutes are a blur. I scrambled to find a pen and a piece of paper in my purse. I scribbled down details as she gave them. 13 months. 14 pounds. So small. Malnutrition. Sitting up. Not walking. Developmental delay. Adjusting well. Loves to cuddle into the nanny's chest. Quiet.
She told us to talk about it. Pray about it. She would email pictures.
I called Chad, rushed through the checkout to get home, pulled up the pictures for Chad and I to see.
And this was our first glimpse of him:

I don't remember much about the rest of the day....talking to friends and family....discussing health concerns the international pediatrician raised....praying....praying....praying....celebrating.
And now a year later.

July 2nd.
A day we are especially thankful...a day we sing praises to the Sovereign God who has woven it all together....a day we rejoice over the plans that were laid for this family before time began.
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
SUMMER FUN!
There is nothing like beautiful, country sunset after a long, hard summer rain !! We have had some pretty hard thunderstorms this past week. BUT, God has brought with them a couple of awesome rainbows and some fun splashing in the (huge) puddles!!
Unfortunately, Micah broke his arm at Hope Fest!! He was playing in one of the inflatable jumpy houses and apparently landed wrong! :) It's a minor fracture and he'll be out of the cast in just a couple of weeks.Erica is really becoming quite the photographer lately! Check out a couple of her flower pictures...I LOVE the second one (with the sunset in the background!)


"Consider how the lillies grow.
They do not labor or spin.
Yet I tell you, not even Solomon in all his splendor
was dressed like one of these."
Psalm 12:27
Wednesday, June 09, 2010
HOPE Fest Highlights
Here's some highlights:
Saturday, June 05, 2010
HOPE Fest 2010!!!
If you can't make it.....would you be so kind as to pray...
May God be glorified. and children rescued. all in Jesus' name.
:)
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Mission Trip Fundraiser T-shirts!!

Thursday, February 11, 2010
Thursdays: Rice and Oatmeal Night

For over a year now...since returning from our first trip to Ethiopia....my meal planning for Thursday nights has been quite simple. Rice. Oatmeal. or sometimes both.
The idea wasn't mine.
But as soon as I heard Dave (the leader of our mission trip to Ethiopia last January) mention that his family made a habit of eating rice or oatmeal once a week as a time set aside to pray for/talk about world hunger, I was determined to give it a try.
And I am glad we did.
At first I thought it would be a flop. I was afraid that my older kids might revolt. Or that we would "fizzle out" after a couple of months.
Instead, we seem to be gaining steam.
Now, on most Thursday evenings, we eat our rice/oatmeal and do any combination of the following:
- PRAY for Laura, Wakuma, Sudharani, and Hindafta (our sponsored children through World Vision and Compassion International)
- READ letters from our sponsored children (if they arrive during the week, I put them in our binder and save them for Thursday)
- WRITE letters to our sponsored children (not every week, but WAY more than we have ever done before!)
- LEARN about the hardships of poverty and hunger around the world (often looking at statistics, etc. in Operation World)

Please know that this is a "work in progress" for our family.
I realized early-on that I needed to come to the table with realistic expectations (ie. that we would not necessarily have a super-in-depth-life-changing-revelational-earth-shattering-moment every week). Some dinners are filled with engaging discussion. Some are not. I never know when we sit down which way it will go.
What I DO know is that I am thankful Dave shared this idea with Chad and I.
And, I am thankful that my family seems to have embraced it as a SMALL way to have an ongoing awareness of some very BIG issues!!











